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nth special.. :] (edited)

stayed back till 4..
me, jo ee, lisa went out to buy some stuff lah..
RUMAH MERAH'S STUFF..
LAWL.. [i'm kuning]
then they bought food,
I didn't cause my tangki wasn't hungwie..
bought honey nata de coco,
but it tasted more like sour plum nata de coco.. ==
then we went back to school n all la..
pity lisa cause kai chi ask her to go out n buy more things.. =[
shu shu said,
"huan hee~ follow me go toilet.."
I was like o.O
for change lah..
I said "I din bring clothes.."
she said "nvm, u see me change"
wtf? LOL
jing li said "huan hee, she wants to flash her boobs to u"
since when shu shu became a flasher?
O.O
then went to see the green house..
met the cucu there lah..
her n her kiddy-ness..
zzz
then was crapping with pei chee..
I was really confused when I was talking to her..
@.@
mei foong then told me that she saw him..
with a green shirt,
how da heck am I suppose to find
when the people are all in green,
even the damn grass is green..
so I went home with lisa later..

2 days without seeing him..
338 days already..

black day..

we were supposed to sit n listen at the blady ong,
but I was reading lah (cheh, nerd.. :D)
the kar weng shouted
"OI! DUDUK DENGAN SENYAP TAK BOLEH KAH?!" =_=
read the lotus eater asma asked to read,
while nicholas was behind me doin' maths..
damn!
we were sitting damn long,
n my injured leg was effin pain!
then sumore the ng jia rong tahan us for dc..
n he gave the damn long lecture as usual..
he said
"if tomorrow i'm still not SATIFIES,
I will tahan u all again" [great english for a 5K student]
then went to class,
before going for chem,
the lim came in n check text books..
my textbooks were all wrapped actually,
but tat &*^%#@ nicholas took my moral book,
n I have to take his unwrapped chem book,
n end up I kena rotan..
he din even say sorry,
he said "thank you ah huan hee.. :)"
%$@# UUU~~
end of the black day..
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came home n tried sign-ing in my msn,
but shit can't..
then called chia hui,
crapping n all..
she said she went into the boys toilet..
WARNING TO ALL BOYS :
if u see a SHORT chinese girl in the toilet,
kindly kick her ass out of the toilet n say,
"U BOY KAH?!"
then it'll be fine,
don't worry,
she won't harm u (might).. =]

did not see him today..

black day..

birthdays

there's quite a number of january babies..

e.g. my mum, cousins, kan, dickson, derek, kenke n all..
i'll blog about it next time
as i'm fcking bz with these homeworks..
even bird's nest doesn't make me fresh.. =_=






get what I mean?

a new student

today was a boring day..
till the new student came..
and chen was shouting like a damn barbarian
"oh shit! damn handsome!"
but seriously,
he's a combination of yew joe & simon..
reli looks like both of them..
a smartass I can say..
7As kid..
his name is Nicholas Yap Jun Min.
rupa-rupanya,
kenal punya,
LOL..
he's my relative's neighbour..
when I went for my relative's birthday,
I saw him already,
he's emily's bro..
he's now in my class,
sitting with the chen..
he's gonna be sooo spoilt..
he borrowed my tatabahasa,
I haven't do,
n have to hand in tmr!
nvm lah,
good also,
don't needa do homework,
can use him as a reason.. :D
every1 was saying,
"huan hee, so fast noe ppl ady aaa~"
wat is so wrong on being friends
with a bloody new student.. =_=

332 days

background changed

attention!
well,
as u can see..
I changed my background..
so buds will be linked as soon as possible..
[i'm working on it]

I <3 EU

I HEART EU LIKE I DID &
ALWAYS WILL..

331 days..

cousin.. =_=

my cousin (8 years old) just came to me n said
"Che Hee(my calling), malam-malam ni masih tengok computer ah..
haiyo~ bacalah buku.."
damn..
what can u expect from a teacher's daughter?
well,
unless she's like,
the rebecca robert?
(I guess she doesn't have a blog? [:)

me like

Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson
Superhuman

Weak
I had been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak
Barely eat, on my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you’re doing
To me with your love

I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow

Well every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free

You changed my whole life (life)
Don't know what you’re doing
To me with your love (uh-huh)

I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human (I feel so superhuman X2)
Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I feel like I can do anything
Going, going I’m gone away! Love!

You changed my whole life (oh uh)
Don't know what you’re doing

To me with your love (to me with your love)
I'm feeling all super human you did this to me, yeah
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Super human

teachersss...

even on the 1st day,
the teachers were getting reallyyy dumb..
ONG for example,
was asking how to spell ermmm,
wats the word again?
forget it n the teachers teaching 4M,
haiz..
some not bad,
but some bad like GO TSING TSING.. =_=
n u noe wat my chem teacher (miss lim) said?
"I dun like to use microphone coz its not HYGIENIC"
wtf..
but honestly,
she's the hottest teacher in smkb..
well,
latihan rumah sukan starting soon,
but with my leg condition,
can I run?
now oni I noe he wat house..
he's in almost every house.. =.+

lols..

chatting while copying essay.. =P
the bloody cucu ask me tell kah hoe his name is BOB..
I dunno what the hell is that,
but when I say that,
he'll change topic.. ==
he say my dp lala lahh,
tis la tat la..
n he say I made him can't join 4M..
f u la damn apek..
then he was saying i'm a melayu..
just have a look at our "ENLISH"..



great "ENLISH" ain't it?

siliang said I mata duitan..
coz he say wan go out at kelantan mah..
I say maybe I busy collecting money lorr..
siapa bukan mata duitan on CNY la u tell me..
=_=

lols..

emo emo

really damn boring lah school..
I nearly slept during physics oso.. ==
I went to school oni,
ppl start asking bout my ankle..
thx alot btw..
n shu ting..
just like my dai ka jie.. :D
veli veli caring lahhh...
ask me not to drink the cold drinks la
n stuff..
I really threw the drink away when she went back d.. =]
then later I stayed back waiting for lisa..

[WARNING : emo starting]
me n jie jiun was emo-ing at the astaka..
lols..
then I went in the dewan with jie jiun..
we were ermmm 'helping' to promote wudo..
n the he was there also..
haiz..
he looked at me then my ankle then me again..
but I pretended like nth happened..
some of u may understand how it feels..
some may say "u should be happy lah, he cares.."
but no lahhh..
hurt ada laaa..
happy takda..
I wasted so much tears for him..
I even hurt-ed other ppl,
just for him..
my frens say
"no use wan la huan hee.. he's a bitch, bastard etc...."
I dunno how he feels right now,
and I don't wanna know..
its been 325 days..

worseeeee

It became worse..
I mean the swelling..
went to the doctor..
she said need to x-ray n all..
n said I can't go to school for the next 2 days..
which means,
I might not be able to give kan her b'day present.. =(
the x-ray guy
was the same hot guy whom x-ray-ed for me last time..
he must be thinking "this girl must be an x-ray freak.."
after the x-ray,
doc said my ligaments tore lah..
so many ppl sms.. =_=
my bro's gf lah ('dai sou' to be), siliang, lisa....
n was sms-ing chia hui too..
I just ate the pain killer,
but it won't work the hell out of it..
n u know what,
the hot guy was strolling me around the damn hospital on the wheel chair..
like I was cacat or smth..
every1 was looking as if i'm from hell..


the mc slip..
I din forge signature aaa..
I good girl.. :)
from 6th to 7th..
haiz..

bad luck even on the 1st day..

damn..
I got into 4M..
ok lar..
those assholes in the class n their noises..
thats not the bad part bout today actually..
when the zorasniah called my name for 4M..
I stood up,
n walk,
then bloody fell..
sprained my ankle..
n I was cacat the whole day,
till now..



(its worse than this now..)
still damn swollen n I effin cried laaa..
nt childish la..
but its damn fucking pain!
thanks lkw for the advise..
ask me to use the chinese medicine,
apply after my bath n all..
I appreciate it.. :]

a sudden goodbye on 4th of Jan..

another 1..

this time its my grandpa..
he suffered cancer for quite some time already..
the doctor said he can't be saved anymore..
n now he's gone..
I went to visit him at the hospital at kelantan a few times already..
I went on 1st Jan n came back to kl on 3rd Jan..
I remember this conversation the most..

me : grandpa! u know who am I?
grandpa : *opens his eyes n looks at me* huh?
me : neh~ *pointing at myself* me lahh.. u know who am I?
grandpa : hmmph! HUAN HEE lahhh..
me : o..

well..
I don't know why..
but I remember that the most..
my tears started flowing when my mom said..
"huan hee.. grandpa is not here anymore.."
when he passed away,
only 1 person was beside him,
which is my cousin..
he was alone there with grandpa..
I came back to kl on the 3rd n he passed away on the 4th..
which is yesterday..
whenever i think about that conversation..
I'll just cry..
I really miss him..
my dearest grandpa..

I miss him..
I really do..

2nd of Jan

I went for my god-sis wedding..

didn't manage to see her,
coz I went a minute late..
I went up the stairs to check on my other sisters..
knocked on the door n
xiao hui jie opened it..
I saw sally jie crying on the bed,
looking at her phone..
her best friend died in a car crash in gua musang..
some of u may have seen this in the news
or newspaper..
her friend was in the red kenari with
her mom, dad, n other 2 relatives..
all 5 of them died on the spot..
5 of 6 ppl died in the kancil..
none died in the nissan murano..


this is the 18 years old, Lau Ming Min.. [my sis's fren]


the red kenari..


the green kancil..

they came to kl to visit their eldest daughter,
then my god-mom asked them to go for my god-sis's wedding..
so they said ok n when the accident happened,
they were heading to my god-sis's wedding,
but just couldn't make it there..